Sunday, April 21, 2013

IN HIDING.

I feel like some kind of secret agent.  I'm hiding in plain sight.  Keeping secrets.  Killing off bad guys. . .

For the last three days, I have been struggling with the worst morning sickness of my life.  And still, I go on pretending that everything is normal.  If I can, I will hide this pregnancy from most of the people in my life until after 25 weeks - (This will take quite the miracle.) - or at least until the chances of my child's survival are  greater than 80%.

Yesterday, we celebrated my Mum's birthday.  Today, my In-Laws are coming to town.  It is definitely not my best weekend.  

To top is all off, I get to spend another quick trip to the Grocery holding back Vurps (confused?  Think Sharts but "up top")  The smells lately are getting me. . . 

Thankfully, a few things seem to be keeping the bump at bay. . . 

*  The pre-bump "fat times" is less grotesque when I work out regularly. . we'll see if this continues with the increase in morning sickness.  
*  It has remained mercifully chilly so that I can still utilize frumpy jackets and sweatshirts.
*  There are very few people (who know me and my recent history) who have the stupidity (or balls) to ask me if I'm pregnant/trying again.

There is a little part of me that is waiting to see who the idiot is to ruin the last one for me. . but I have a feeling the rising temper is going to show before I do.  We'll see.  =)

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